Christian Relationship Testimony (Did Not See This Coming)

hey guys welcome to christ curls and conversations i have not been on here in a really long time so i’m happy to come to you with a lot of new news obviously i have a guest but i will get into that in just a second before we get into the story i would love to get into prayer so thank you lord for this amazing day thank you for everything that you have created and for you to for you just continuing to rain down your holy spirit and filling us up with your love and just continue continuing to make us more like jesus lord i’m asking that uh the listeners on the other end just listen with a with open ears and eyes to see and a open heart to receive what we are saying um and anything that you need to come out lord um you just let your holy spirit flow through both of us um and for this to touch someone on the other side um and for your testimony to be shared lord so in jesus name amen okay well um so where do i begin where do where do we want to begin there’s a lot of things i don’t know what you left off on i guess that’s where you should well okay what i left off on was i was doing testimonies uh people’s testimonies with pornography um being set free from pornography and i have not been on since then because i have been uh traveling on the go new work kovid really hit so yeah a lot has shifted um the work that i was doing um i i used to be a brand ambassador so i used to travel around the country and work at like the super bowl the nba all-stars all that but when the entertainment industry kind of like fell apart uh and covid covet happened my job stopped and uh it took a hit on my bank account and uh this is victor by the way hello this is victor and um victor came in the picture actually about four years ago i feel like i’m already off topic uh i feel like that’s all good i’m going in multiple different directions but um he works in the solar industry and he was telling me to get back into solar so i was like okay i’m gonna get back into solar um so i decided to drive out to chicago it was an eight-hour drive and just kind of left everything out in kansas and then a week and a half later we were told that we were um going to be transferred out to florida so we’re in florida now so a lot has changed but i want to get into the story about victor and i because um we are together and um yeah it’s been a huge um how do i even say it’s been very fascinating to see how the lord has worked in both of our lives over the last a few years because victor and i have known each other uh since 2016 but we were just friends and honestly i i saw him as my younger brother like he’s just been like someone um who i really loved connecting with he’s always had a really good heart uh i met him whenever i was 22 22 23 22 23 and he was 19. and i have never gone for younger guys at all so i was like no that’s jail bait like i yeah i don’t want someone younger than me and when we met i wasn’t even a believer in jesus christ i believed that i was a dragon from another planet and um i was into the law of attraction energies extraterrestrials past lives all that type of stuff but also deep into like tantra the sexual world and i i remember telling him about this stuff back in the day uh so he so he knows all that world of mine um but if you want to go ahead and kind of like share how we really met i would love to yeah it was super super strange because uh so when i dropped out of college um so i i went to college for probably about a semester and a half and then i ended up leaving and i lived in kansas city i was born and raised so i ended up getting moving into a loft with about four other people where i didn’t have enough money to pay for anything so i was just was doing my part like cleaning the place and one day i’m alone in the loft but we typically keep the door unlocked because there are some people like down the hall who like to come in and visit and they’re just they’re friends of my friends not really that they’re like my friends um so this one guy ended up coming in one day when i was all alone and he’s coming in to get these uh these empty gallons and i didn’t really know too much about it at the time but he comes in what’s up man comes in gets the gallons and um we’re just chatting a little bit and he leaves well i hear him leave i hear the door open but i don’t hear it close so i’m like okay what’s this guy doing like he’s a good guy nothing wrong with him i just not the type of person that i would personally hang out with outside of like my initial friend group um and he ends up walking back in and he’s like hey man if uh if you’re not doing anything you want to come with me to fill these gallons up like i’m gonna go over to my friend samantha’s it’s for this kangen water and i’m like and samantha was my roommate yeah and so at the time i was like supposed to be on the grind where i was like you know in mlm where i was just dead broke trying to make something work so i end up just saying yeah man sure whatever i don’t have anything going on so i end up going with him over to samantha’s apartment and uh samantha has brie over so brie and i meet and samantha and i meet and uh interestingly enough she has these like charts pulled up on her on her uh computer screen and i’m like what is that but they’re like trading charts and i was like like forex so to people who don’t know that because i don’t share about that often um it’s the foreign exchange market so it’s just trading currency back and forth and i was i was in an mlm back in the day uh yeah doing that yeah and so i’m just like such a super willing person who’s like ready to learn um so as soon as i saw those i asked about him she was like yeah my friend’s making like 40 000 a month doing this and i was like okay 40 000. that’s a lot like so let me let me talk to this guy and so she gets them on facetime and his name’s anthony and uh we end up talking for a little bit and i’m just like all right yeah it’s legit so i ended up like dropping like 200 right then and there when i hardly had any money just to start the mlm because i saw the vision i was just like so gung-ho about it and then um ever since then i just we just continued to kind of keep in contact and then um after iml kind of dissipated the very first time we kind of got not disconnected but like not we just weren’t in touch as often i think there was like a solid three-year period where we just weren’t talking but we were still friends like if we if we were to see each other it would be like oh what’s up yeah what’s up but we hadn’t seen each other in like a three year period it was mostly just through so social media and i was dating someone at the time so it wasn’t like we were just friends like seriously just friends and um it wasn’t until 2019 i think it was december of 2019 when i saw one of my friends from las vegas post about him um okay rewind real quick i was in the solar industry back in 27 2017 2017 and um yeah so i was in the solar industry back in 2017 i got out of it about eight months later and i was just traveling actually with my ex-boyfriend for a little bit of time and y’all know that story and i kind of had i had to get out of that because i didn’t feel like he was leading me correctly to the lord at all and it was december 2019 when i saw one of my friends post about victor talking about how he was in the solar industry and i was like no way like i had no clue that he was in the same company as i was so i reached out to him and i was like dude you’re in you’re in solar you’re in legacy and he was like yeah and i was like no way i used to be in that and then and then he was like okay well i’m gonna be back in kansas city in three days we should totally meet up and i was like cool let’s do that soon yeah you you came down like three days after i wrote you and i was like that’s really crazy um but he had been talking to a couple people yeah there was just one person that i was talking to at the time uh her name was christina but we don’t need to say anyways it’s all good okay so so he had been talking to someone and he had been asking me for advice about how to go about it and you know i was just filling him up with some wisdom and and again didn’t think anything of it because he was just my friend just someone that i looked out for like i thought that he not thought but i knew that he needed to be with someone who was a queen and supported him and i was just seeing him in all these relationships with women who it just backfired and i was like i’m so like lost with these women who are treating him like this because he’s such a sweetheart um so anyway where do i go from there we end up together in florida and do you want to talk about jesus jesus part yeah so um so i grew up in a catholic church originally and um because of other sports and other like activities i just kind of stopped going to church and so over the years i hadn’t really like been into the faith too much i ended up meeting bree and samantha and honestly i would say that that’s really where my new age movement kind of like took off i got into a lot of the same exact stuff because of these two so um so i ended up moving out to las vegas uh to pursue solar and this was last year or is about a year and a half almost two ago now um i kind of just i didn’t know where i was gonna be staying or anything i kind of just packed up all my stuff um and typed in las vegas no specific address no nothing but i just kind of sent it and i just went to las vegas and uh was kind of just in the mode of like i’m gonna do whatever it takes to make it work so i ended up moving out there and for like the first four or five months i was in an apartment with about five other guys and i literally had like one corner where i would sleep on i was only sleeping on the ground didn’t really have a lot of money to my name and after i finally ended up having some income come in from solar i ended up getting an apartment and i just remember getting my bed and for the very first time like laying and this is my my very first apartment like for my money my name um and i was laying there and i and i honestly just started crying because i was like oh my god like you’re real like god you were here the entire time throughout these trials and tribulations of you know me just like having the utmost faith that everything was going to be good when i went out there it was all going to work out and at the time when i looked back at it i felt like i was paying attention more so to like the energy of the world and how the universe works and things like that but lo and behold like when i look back at it it wasn’t just energy it wasn’t all of that it was it was god that was taking care of me the whole time so i ended up going back to church while i was there in las vegas church lv if you guys don’t know it um pastor benny he was super super good but kind of re-sparked my my interest in really getting back into the faith and and even then i wasn’t um as gung-ho about jesus as i am now to where i then i wasn’t even reading the bible i hadn’t even opened the bible by that point you know i’d heard scripture here and there um but then i ended up moving to chicago to uh do the exact same thing with the exact same company and then while i was there i ended up finding an in-home church with a lovely couple um that kind of just took me in his family and uh that was the very first time that i’d ever downloaded the bible app so that was my first time kind of like actually even reading scripture and then when we moved out here to florida so she moves to chicago um you know i know that like over the years she’s found her faith in god and jesus so um you know more and more like we had continued to talk but even still at that point i wasn’t like let me open this book like let me see what this is all about i was still into joe dispenza neville goddard like all these other people um but i will say i i do think that neville goddard for me opened me up to being interested in the scripture so while i don’t think that everything that neville goddard says is is true or accurate um i am grateful for that at least opening my mind enough to get to the point to where now out here in florida um we ended up meeting with a few of her friends um and they just had some super impactful testimonies that they all come from the new age movement like us um but it was more so i could relate more so to them than bree honestly and it’s not because like she’s a girl or anything it’s just that um for some reason their testimonies just like really struck me and maybe it’s because i i knew you for so much longer but i i don’t know but you know so um so they ended up telling me their testimonies and and i just remember it’s like i have certain instances in my life where i’m just like i hear one thing i might be there to like learn quite a few things but i’ll hear one thing and i’ll just be like okay that’s all i needed that was all i needed you don’t need to say anymore um i got what i was looking for so it was kind of one of those moments where as soon as their they told me their testimonies that i was like okay i’m gonna open the book um let’s see what it’s about and um and then they ended up praying over me that night and since then we’ve uh i’ve continued to go to service i’ve been diving into the book more and more uh yesterday i just got baptized so let’s go let’s go um and yeah i’m just super excited for the walk because uh i do feel like god has kind of gifted me with some uh pretty amazing talents and abilities to be able to communicate the word to other people in a in a simple manner because i think that that’s kind of where and this is just my personal opinion i’m sure that there are lots of other things that um kind of steer people away from going towards the word it could be how they grew up in the faith or what they heard from other people but one of the things that i think is super challenging for people to actually open the book is that some people who especially if you aren’t into reading period it can be really tough to open a book that has this super old english language like so i know it can be tough for people to read that but i know i’ve been super passionate about sharing about the new age type of things and really communicating that to people so i feel like you know this is the only truth that i need like why would i not want to share this with other people so amen uh i think i’m really passionate about getting uh towards ministry and uh discipleship to be able to spread the the word and build the kingdom so that’s kind of where i’m at with jesus but um yeah is that what you wanted me to talk about i think yeah i mean whatever the spirit flows through you so um i want to back up to when we went to visit my friends um so my friends out in florida they used to be a new age and they gave their life to christ and when we were all praying over victor i had like scales fall off my eyes um around victor and it was weird for me because i’ve like i said i’ve always seen victor as my friend my brother nothing more like like nothing there’s never i don’t know i always found him attractive but it wasn’t like i’m attracted to him um it wasn’t till we prayed over him and he was just being filled with the spirit that the lord was kind of opening my eyes to [Music] to him as like a love interest and i was like what is happening lord like i i was honestly um i had so many thoughts going through my mind and i had to sit in prayer for a bit because i was like okay lord i am not confused but i’m i’m still trying to understand what’s happening with the fact that i’m interested in the guy who hasn’t even opened the bible um i don’t know if he believes in jesus and yeah i was i was just really lost inside my head and because i’ve been man i’ve been really humbled by the way because i was sharing all this stuff on my instagram about um what you’re supposed to be with in a relationship basically who you’re supposed to look for in a man what men are supposed to look for in a woman and while i believe that the boundaries that i um had created or the lord had created for me through his scripture were correct um he really humbled me and showed me that he can do miracles in people’s lives at an instant and yeah i was just basically humbled my my eyes the curtains had just been opened basically to vic as someone who i saw for the long haul and i was telling him this too or i was just like okay like i’m just really lost with the fact that you haven’t read the bible but everything about you seems like jesus like there’s so much inside of you that is just so genuine loving patient kind just everything that the holy spirit is he he is and was at that time and i was like okay lord he has the he he has jesus within him but he hasn’t opened the bible and the more that he was opening up the bible the more that he was seeing that he already went by everything that he was reading and like there was even this one time we were in the kitchen and he was like if i have to become like them to to reach them i will become like them and i don’t have my phone with me right now will you go to first corinthians um hold on real quick we’ll pull it up it’s paul um it’s a god thank y’all to the jews i will become a jew okay first corinthians 9 20. okay so it says to the jews i became as a jew in order to win jews to those under the law i became as one under the law though not being myself under the law that i might win those under the law to those outside the law i became as one outside the law not being outside the law of god but under the law of christ that i might win those outside the law to the weak i became weak that i might win the week i have become all things to all people that by all means i might save some i do it all for the sake of the gospel that i may share with them in its blessings and we were in the kitchen and before i even read that scripture to him he’s basically reading that scripture or saying the scripture out loud and i was like babe you just said you just said scripture without knowing it and he’s like he’s like god’s raising up his army and it was just really it was just really crazy because there’s a lot of things that victor does without without having read the bible and i was just like okay lord you are doing a work right now this is nuts um and in my head i was like okay you’re not supposed to be unequally yoked with unbelievers and i’m like okay is victor a believer does he really believe in jesus like does he really and so yeah i was in constant prayer oh um that was the other thing we had fasted so we okay so it was august 6th i don’t know how long this video is gonna be guys so just bear with me um it was august 6th when uh i felt the lord saying we like i need to fast so i was fasting for the house that i was living in because it was um a very new agey house i wanted i want all of them to come to the lord so i was just like lord like whatever you need to do in this house for them to see you i want you to do it i want victor to know you more um i wanted to be more of a reflection of christ so that that was my fast basically and i told i i told victor because victor uh is slash was my mentor in solar so yeah i was i just told him i was like yeah like i’m i’m fasting for the next three days and he was like i’m going to too i was like okay like we weren’t we weren’t like together at this time um but we sort of were i don’t know we were like feeling each other out but then um after this fast was when we recognized like oh we are supposed to be together like we’re supposed to fulfill the kingdom for the lord together and go on mission through this life together and it was it was absolutely insane like after this fast so many things were revealed to me um just so so many just how he is a believer like that he just hasn’t had the bible and now that he has the bible it all makes sense to him it’s super simple like he’s saying like he wants to make the word simple for people something that i love about victor is he he digs into the bible the way that i do um and i’ve been praying to the lord like okay is someone gonna be able to match like my learning ability with the word i’m in the word like all the time like i will read one scripture for a whole day just to like understand what the scripture is saying we were in the car the other day for like four hours okay four hours reading genesis one two and three and once one of one of the pages was over he was like hold on i’m gonna start that over so we can re-listen i’m like ah yes that’s what i need like that’s so good so i was just like so so excited about what the lord is doing through you and doing through us as a couple to be able to minister to everyone else um and yeah i just i just love how much he digs and just how much he wants to learn and that’s something that i knew about him from the very beginning uh before i even liked him like when i introduced him to forex he went so hard into forex that he just put all of his money in he was like i don’t care if i lose it like i’m doing it i mean i ended up losing but then but then gaining it back but he’s always just been like so driven and so motivated to go after the goal um and that’s exactly what i see in him now and another thing that i really really love is okay so the submission process is very different compared to what i thought it was um i had always believed that it was like i have to do everything that my husband says um and i i know that the head of uh the head of my husband is christ and christ is listening to the father um yeah so the head of me is my husband basically i’ll i’ll put that scripture in here so the head of me is my husband my husband’s head is christ christ’s head is the father um but i was seeing that scripture in such a different light because i didn’t know what submission was i thought it was me just like okay getting under the mission of my husband which i know is true but in my previous relationship it was more like oh well that’s the woman’s job or um why aren’t you submitting to me and i was like man like this doesn’t feel right like i don’t know why it feels like i have to do a certain thing to please this guy when when victor moves through life it’s just so i’m it’s easy for me to be like okay i know that he’s being directed by god so i’m gonna follow like there’s there’s no there’s no doubt in my mind basically did you have something to say yeah no i i was just gonna touch on that because i think a lot of people and i and i told you this the other night like i think you asked like what is it about me or something something along those lines but i think too many times we’re trying to pin down like all of the good things that we want in a person i think it’s important to pay attention to but i think another thing that’s really important to pay attention to is like what i told you is just that um that there was no doubt about you or what i thought about you and and i think when you get that true feeling of no doubt because i will say in like my past relationships i’ve always had the thought of like um we can this is totally time for another video for like all the details but um it just like ended they ended up going pretty south a lot of them ended up cheating but um when i just talked to brie when i’m with her there’s no question of course we have like the very very similar qualities um but i think that that’s something that’s really important to pay attention to if there’s of course everybody has like doubt that kind of sinks in at some point in time but when there’s no doubt just like how your faith kind of should be in god in the lord and that’s how he says that your prayers are going to be answered it’s not through just like uh you know asking or having the prayer it’s by your faith and but like no doubt like no doubt whatsoever um so that’s just kind of how i felt about her and i don’t know i just i’m grateful honestly me too so much we could say yeah there there yeah there seriously hasn’t been any doubt between our relationship maybe initially well so okay go ahead maybe initially like when i i hadn’t opened the bible but as we continue to get to know each other more and more and more oh sorry this was the point i wanted to because this is something that came into my head like um so in my past relationships i thought that my lesson because i’m just a lover at heart i i love to love there’s no part of me that wants to hold back my love and even if i know that there’s a chance that i might get so called hurt i don’t really see it as being hurt because if anything i kind of just see it as like oh cool you’re kind of just pointing me in the right direction and a little bit closer to the person that i’m supposed to be with so um i always loved so hard and um i did end up getting hurt from it so call to speak because not that i i move fast because i don’t think that i move fast like i was saying i think my lesson from those last relationships was that i moved too fast but after really getting to know brie and coming and stepping into a new relationship with her i realized that that wasn’t my lesson it’s my lesson wasn’t that i moved too fast it’s just that the person that i was with couldn’t keep up with me and so brie is somebody that i feel like is on that exact same pace with me where she’s not afraid to love she’s not afraid to express herself and show who she is and uh be genuine throughout the entire process so um so yeah it’s been really awesome to find somebody that kind of meets that exact same pace but i mean it makes sense so yeah we we went really i don’t even know if the words fast but like we we shared things very quickly but it wasn’t that it was fast it was all imperfect timing like the lord was saying like hey it’s okay to share this with each other like my heart became very open to him immediately um and his as well and we shared things that i haven’t even shared with other partners you know and it a lot of people a lot of people can look on the outside and be like oh they’re moving too fast but like when the lord pairs something together like there is a mission involved and when you’re headed towards that mission and that target like there there’s nowhere else to go you know like you’re aiming towards it and i don’t know exactly how to state that but like like you’re not you’re not going off track victor and i have a vision for the kingdom and we want to reflect god through us together um and there’s no getting off that path basically and in other relationships it’s like so in previous relationships that i’ve been in it was like we’d talk about a certain thing but no action would be provided uh with that with that talk victor is so consistent with what he says and what he does where i’m just like wow like i’ve i’ve never had such a consistent guy who says one thing and does the exact same thing um and that’s what i i just love it so much like i i knew right then where i was just like wow like i could see the rest of my life with this guy um serving the kingdom and yeah basically i could see the rest of my life with this man we have a vision we have shared our vision with each other and and that’s what i believe a lot of people are doing incorrect is they don’t actually have a vision in mind they don’t talk about what they’re looking for they don’t know the intentions of what they’re even pursuing each other for where it’s like why are you guys even together you know yeah and i think honestly a lot of it comes down to the foundation and a lot of people lack that foundation of christ where amen they really just are kind of who they are and the other person is who they are and that’s just the way we grew up and that’s the way we’ll always be type of thing like it doesn’t work like if you if you want to build a building like and you think about it as deep as you build the foundation is as high as you’re going to be able to build it up but if i’m building my foundation on bricks but she’s building her foundation on sticks then there’s no way that even as i continue to build myself up in the lord and continue to gain his love that she will continue to do the same thing but it won’t go up near as high and maybe this is like being equally yoked but like in a sense to where if she doesn’t have the proper foundation or either i have the proper foundation then the building even as tall as we try to build it isn’t going to stand or it’s not going to be up to the exact same pace so i i love i love how he how you teach did you know that was in the bible what yeah no everything that you just said see i’m saying like he says things that are right in the bible where i’m like babe you just talked about the foundation of sticks and yeah i’ll have i’ll show you guys cool yeah we’ll put that in too like i’m saying he’s like a walking bible without the bible and i’m like how do you know that like how but he’s reading the gospel right now and i was like wow this is insane um yeah so and here here’s a really cool part as well um and yes i agree with everything that he says like you have to have the foundation of christ um or it’s it’s just not gonna work um but we had a lot of confirmations from people outside of us as well like it wasn’t just us and honestly it was happening before we were even liking each other um we would go to solar appointments together and people would be like like so you guys are married and we’re like no like we’re just friends and then this other couple uh we had an appointment with they’d be like so like you guys are married right and we’re like no and they’re and one of the the husband looked at me and goes do you have a boyfriend and i was like no and then he looked at vic and goes do you have a girlfriend and he’s like no he’s like okay well send me a wedding invitation when you guys get married i was like okay and then um i don’t know we had a bunch of those happen like even on on uh our bible study one of my close friends i didn’t know about this until like a week or two later uh victor and i were on bible study for the first time together and one of my friends had like side messaged one of my other friends and goes they’re gonna get married and then a week and a half later i end up sharing about how like i believe that he’s gonna be my husband and he or my friend was like yeah my friend already like prophesied that like that you guys are like gonna be doing this together and i was like man this is this is crazy like everything is just being confirmed and yeah it’s awesome yeah it is there’s there’s a lot that i honestly i would love to get in uh into with you guys because i think that um our situation is super unique and i i don’t think that you’re always gonna find this uh and and i think that the image of perfect more so comes from society rather than from christ and and the bible because what we think might not be perfect in the moment is really just all a part of god’s perfect plan and but because uh we have knowledge and and things like that that we’re able to kind of um see things in a different light than in the light of christ um so i think that we should definitely um we’ll touch a little bit more kind of like on uh the differences of our relationship and kind of i think how you know a lot of people see like a godly relationship coming into play because like she said i you know i didn’t um i wasn’t really into the word um i’ve just started to get into it as of like really the the last month um but i think that like it’s just so crazy to me to like think that i i feel so grateful and humbled that um that as i continue to read the word more and more and more i’ve realized that i do have these um these christ-like qualities where you know i think and correct me if i’m wrong but they say that christ has like you know certain qualities like power strength love kindness and um and things like that and i do possess all of those qualities without having been into the word so i think that like those christ-like qualities are super important to pay attention to in a person regardless of where they’re at in their in their faith because just like how i came back to the faith there can be somebody else who can easily come back to the faith and kind of to touch on the corinthians thing one more one more time was kind of like becoming like them and again touching on this situation where we feel like things aren’t perfect but in god’s eyes this is all a part of his plan this is this is perfect for him where you know we i might be a baseball player that i could have gone through trials and tribulations with alcohol drugs and things like that but lo and behold like christ ends up coming back into my life and i end up finding christ before another person who is in the exact same situation as me where they were a baseball player they might have gone through um alcohol addictions drug addictions things like that but just like the story of uh what was uh what was that um cain and what was his name yeah so um you know god blesses uh abel with a a lot of fruits but abel uh not so much or yeah cain not so much and then cain ends up getting so jealous of the fruits that um abel is bearing that he ends up killing him but god is still blessing both of the of the children and in their each in every way but it’s just like the exact same situation i don’t know if this is making sense it’s making sense in my head but god is going to put you in those situations where he might put you through things that you know might have scarred you but god is there with you the whole way because he wants he’s chosen you to bring somebody else back from the dark to the light with with god and and just know that like those situations that you go through as long as uh christ is in your life like he’s gonna take care of you no matter what so it’s it’s really going to be and i think it’s i think you kind of would be doing a disservice if you didn’t try to to bring back other people with you to to relate to them to let them know where you came from and and where you’re at now with uh your walk in and faith but yeah i just would say like honestly i just want to leave this i just like continue to be open to other people’s situations and understand that um you know that not everybody might possess like all of these christ-like qualities but we have tons of brothers and sisters out there who do need us to bring jesus back into their lives not more so like just give them a path not not that we’re gonna do it ourselves because it’s god doing every single piece of this whole thing um but really just show them a light and give them a path just as her friends gave me a path you know they didn’t bring christ to me they just told me their path and it opened a path for me uh to find christ again so just by our testimonies that they will be saved i’ll have to find that verse as well but yes um i appreciate you thank you so much um yeah so uh for future reference we will be doing videos together um we’ll be touching on all topics bible related relationship related uh business related i’m sure because he’s he’s really big into a lot of different avenues which he’ll get into um but i also have been having the conviction um not to speak to men about their porn addictions as much um not even as much i just am having the conviction not to speak to men about their porn addictions and i get a lot of messages from them because i have gone through it and removed myself from that and um the lord was saying to me like wait until your husband comes in and he can do that and i was like okay like well you’re gonna need to bring me someone who can do videos with me and all this and the lord has gone above and beyond i asked him for so much so much and he gave me way better than i even prayed for that i didn’t even know that i wanted you let me simplify it let me simplify it but um yeah the lord is good and all i want to say is just wait you know just the the weight is worth it um to wait on the lord for what he presents to you he is the best father the best gift giver and whatever situation you’re in right now just continue to pray to the lord um ask him ask him for everything that you want but also be obedient to him listen to him follow his steps and die to yourself and live for him um because he wants to give you all the good gifts uh that you want but like for him like he wants you to fulfill his kingdom um and with a partner i know that um yeah like i just feel like so much has been pieced together uh the lord just pieced my life together in a sense like it was already whole but now i have another whole person who can come in and put it all together i don’t know it just feels really good and i’m really excited um so yeah i didn’t want to make this video too long we could talk forever uh but we will talk forever in other videos so i’m happy that we got to share our story and we will be back on in the future have a good rest of your day guys and may the lord bless you peace